This was a most tragic of circumstances for a mother of six children with a loving family and really wanting to live for them, being faced with her own demise from the ravages of cancer destroying her from within. It is hard for one who has not gone through such horrors to understand what it is like to have the body turn against you in a march towards your demise. While almost everyone experiences illness from time to time, and experiences the consequences of an infirmity, that is still not the same thing as the body seemingly determined to kill you. This unfortunate woman was very much caught up in that inner drama because it played into the fears within her deep subconscious, being privy to other lifetimes of early demise from the same medical condition. That is what caused this to happen, it was a karmic recapitulation of the same dilemma brought about as a returning to her, through the Law of Karma, the suffering and destruction to the self she was unable to provide healing for in prior lifetimes. And unfortunately, the return engagement went no better as it led to her demise and added much additional anguish, grief, and suffering. Once again, she failed herself, and failed her family, in her way of seeing this, and her self judgment and self-hatred from this perceived weakness added to the trauma of the illness and was a large factor, ironically, in sealing her fate, despite the prayers of others and her own desire to be rescued.
As you know, people themselves are in control of their lives, not the divine realm. The divine must follow the human lead. If people despair and give up on themselves, condemn themselves through self-judgment and reproach, Creator cannot simply lift that sanction, but must honor human free will to allow self-denial and self-condemnation, even to the extremes of watching while they die young from an illness that could be healed if nothing were in the way. So this set her up to flounder because even following death of the body, she was plunged into darkness, and in a state of despair and confusion was not able to see the light callers but was consumed with the tormenting of dark spirit meddlers descending on her, to play on her fears and benefit from her anguish as a source of energy for themselves. So they worked to prolong her agony, and in the process have kept her in such a low vibration she became hopelessly lost. It is hard to imagine being hounded 24/7 with no letup, but there is little prospect for growth or enlightenment under such conditions. So, in effect, her suffering with her fatal illness never stopped, it just transitioned into a fight to preserve her autonomy and her own thoughts in the face of relentless attacks from other consciousness, while in this state of diminishment, and no real understanding where she was or what was happening to her.
This, as well, is hard for people to understand—how someone could die and not know they are dead—but it is very much akin to what people experience when they suddenly lose normal brain function, as with a stroke, and cannot mount the usual thoughts of consciousness. There is an awareness, but not an ability to perceive it as words any longer, and there may be even isolation from all the usual normal senses to the extent the person is experiencing locked-in syndrome, where there is a mind still present but totally isolated from the outside world for all practical purposes. People who transition from the body on death and become a spirit, very commonly need upliftment to regain their intuitive senses, and it is not until they return to the higher astral plane of the heavenly realm where they return to their full light being capabilities. What you provided with the Spirit Rescue work using the Lightworker Healing Protocol, was to raise her vibration through healing this karmic burden enough, and removing the tormenting, to give her breathing room, and an outreach from the light callers was finally able to be noticed and stirred her heart with thoughts of love to overcome the fear consuming her. And that allowed a further opening to raise her up and allow an escort to the higher planes of existence and arrive home successfully, within the light.
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