She asks: “When I was very little, I used to think how great it would be if I had, I don’t know, intuitive knowings, see things others can’t, know things others don’t, understand the nature of this world in a way that most don’t take the time to think about. I thought those things would be cool. Turns out they’re not. Turns out they’re horrible. Turns out it makes for a terrible time trying to blend in with those around me. I don’t mean to sound conceited. I’m not saying I’m all that, I’m not, but I’m not the same either. I’m different, and I hate that because It’s getting harder and harder to fake it and pretend I don’t notice what I noticed, and pretend that I’m not who I am, if that even makes sense. I don’t even know how to “turn it off.” I am feeling like such a weirdo. Will I ever fit in anywhere? I have the best intentions. I don’t have hidden agendas. I really want everybody to make it and I’m genuinely happy when good things happen to other people. Why does it have to be so hard?” What can we tell her?

The basic problem here is that you are simply not in a happy place. The world is not a normal world inhabited by normal human beings sharing a level playing field. Your world is highly corrupted by evil influences on all levels, and under attack by a Dark Alliance that is comprised of multiple races of beings seeking your eventual annihilation. You came here to address this core issue through being a lightworker. Under such circumstances, having friends and a loving family are truly a luxury. That is the best explanation, although blunt, we can give you for why it has to be so hard, it is the world itself presenting the difficulty that you came down to inhabit and now must reckon with.