Now that the future is “altered” after the disappearance of my grandfather, if I return to it, won’t I at least be a “stranger” there? With no history, no record of my existence, except the one I carry in my own personal memory? Or are there TWO futures I could travel to? One where I killed my grandfather, and one where I did not?

In effect, by changing the status of the grandfather, the future you go back to would be different but you would have retained memory of his existence and sharing life with you because you were already created, so that exchange and the energy it involved was recorded in the akashic records—that would not change, it would still be on file. In that way, there are many things present from time travel perturbations and would be a potential valuable opportunity for research, as you can look at the future and observe what takes place. What must be taken into account with the questions being asked is that you are not creating differing timelines, but moving back and forth on the same timeline. It is a kind of looping, just as we talk about, only you are looping as a physical person in addition to the energies that can loop back and forth. In effect, when you go back to the future after killing your grandfather, the future will be different to the extent it is changed by the grandfather’s absence with the exception that you will still be in existence and you will still retain the memory of all that happened in your life up to that point, including your time travel back to the past. So you will still be moving back and forth in the same timeline but you will continue to exist and you will remember everything in your personal history because, keep in mind, from the moment of your emergence in the incarnation, you will have grown up with the grandfather, or know of him, if he were living still when you were a child. If he is eliminated from the timeline by going back to the past prior to your conception, those memories will still exist for you because they were created and added to the akashic records. This is the reason for how things can have some continued order and connectivity, that the karmic consequences of existence are captured. Even if something changes subsequently such that one is no longer living, everything during the prior period of life will still be recorded. Even if something happens to go back and undo major events, including the birth of individuals, there will still be a record of the events that happened prior to that manipulation done via time travel. This creates many intricacies, to be sure, and creates many potential complications with energetic influences, but this goes on all the time regardless. If you think about the fact that all of the lifetimes are happening in parallel, in the now, you may be on many, many timelines, hundreds at once, all of which have a crosstalk with you, potentially, to bring energies your way about the things going on including birth, death, marriage, career, many conflicts from doing lightwork and opposing the darkness, and so on, there will be many conflicting energies. You may have in your current life a successful, happy career, but yet be bombarded by energies from other lifetimes where this is not so and this may create anxiety and inner conflicts that cause lack of efficiency and serve as a kind of distraction that is experienced more emotionally than intellectually because it will be a war going on in the deep subconscious but nonetheless there will be physical and emotional repercussions and this can take a toll over time. This is no different than having disruptions of a timeline one is on and have varying changes and remnants of prior energetics popping up unexpectedly. This, in actuality, is little different than parallel life influences. It is your energy looping around to interact with you from other timelines, so this is a complication that is always ongoing and simply must be lived with. The idea of healing is wise because it can help minimize perturbations that are disturbing, and can be harmful, in fact. This is no less true of a time travel induced source of discord that causes a loss or injury of some kind through the absence of someone or the creation of new trauma and then the energies impinge on you in some way. So this is not at all unmanageable, it is a well‑precedented phenomenon and has answers through healing.