You are living in an abnormal world through an abnormal mind and body corrupted by manipulation to be inefficient, fragmented with levels of the mind disconnected from one another, and much corruption in the deep part of the mind outside of conscious awareness. Under these circumstances, one might expect things will not go smoothly. You are far from robotic beings to begin with, but thinking, feeling, creative consciousness that is ever restless and wanting growth and expansion and experiencing to be ongoing. This will make you mercurial as you will be volatile and have a kind of restlessness seeking variety. This is a soul imperative, to expand on what has already been lived and experienced through the senses to seek something more, something different, something better. Thus, you will be unpredictable.
When that yearning is confounded by obstacles and malfunctioning parts of the mind, and particularly when there is an interplay with perceived threats of some kind that trigger deep inner emotion, there will be an overlay of discomfort and confusion, and this will lead to coping behaviors that will sometimes be of value but other times work against your own interests, as they are not truly healing anything but helping you get by and will fall short. The fact your largest part of existence is hidden from you, and all of your doings in other lifetimes being outside of conscious awareness but visible to the deep subconscious, you have much to be concerned with, as life has more often than not been unpleasant, short, and brutal. On a deep level, you are worried things will get worse—that is plenty to cause all kinds of seemingly neurotic behavior to cope with the dilemma.
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