A viewer asks: “I was so beset by so much adversity in my life. Since I was told I was a targeted individual it has been on my mind that so much may have been thwarted by the interlopers. How can I better forgive myself for my self-blame and harshness to myself for all the lost opportunities I missed, like being a classical singer, and all the other things that didn’t work out?” What can we tell him?

The key here is getting divine assistance because this is deeply grooved into your knowledge base and memory, on all levels of your being, as a consequence of the targeting and the mind manipulation directed at you as a kind of assault on your being. This is the premier strategy of targeting. It is not simply a matter of setting up complications in your life or stumbling blocks to make you take a pratfall, for example, but mind control manipulation that can corrupt deep inner beliefs about yourself, your worthiness, and your capabilities. That is the source of your doubts and fears more so than the travails brought to you by a series of difficulties and perceived failures. It is what you came to believe about yourself as a consequence that continues to haunt you. As part of your beliefs, it cannot simply be let go of to solve the problem. This will require concerted effort, on an ongoing basis, by the divine realm to help do negative belief replacement along with strengthening of soul attributes that have been suppressed, and this we are working on. The difficulty all along has been that you are met with headwinds from continued opposition from the Extraterrestrial Alliance because they carry out regular programs of disinformation and manipulation done subliminally to all who are targeted.