A viewer asks: “I wanted to ask this as long as I’ve known you. I see one girl who was my first love over and over through the years. Every time I feel this sweet love mixed with sadness. Why is she appearing over these years in my dreams? Was she meant to be my wife, or why do I feel such a strong pull to her still after 30 years? I wake up and feel good, and later sad and will turn again to beer to comfort this missing love in my life … Is it “their” new strategy to ruin my life and make me sad and hopeless? Does she need help maybe? What can Creator tell me?”

This is simply the call of love being painful from the contrast with love's absence. It is a common difficulty and state of affairs for many, given the difficulty people experience coming together with the right person, to have a love relationship that works and that lasts for the duration. You are not being manipulated to have this recollection that is bittersweet. You are in charge of your life and everything that happens. Any outside interference can be reckoned with, given enough effort, and sometimes divine assistance being necessary. In this case, the attraction was not that you had a destiny to be with her, but were lucky to have had the initial encounter and the recognition and experiencing of love's possibilities. The reason it felt so right and pure was because you have a deep soul connection with this person. She is not your twin flame but you are soulmates, in a deep sense, and have had other lives together. All human beings have a soul collective and many individuals they have shared lives and love with. When people bump into one another, that might kindle an inner awareness and give rise to that phenomenon known as "love at first sight" which is a misnomer because it is always a soul recognition of many prior times together, mostly in another life, or lives, shared. So this is not a prophecy or a warning or an outreach of hers because she is struggling, this is simply unrequited love, and that always hurts. You can rightly feel good you have an awareness of such a tender and loving soul. It shows you that life can go well and be enriching and fulfilling. Few people truly have lives of great love fulfillment. Almost always there is some significant compromise and people, at some point, simply settle for what they have, and it is usually a good decision given the absence of perfection in your world. The best way to see this is an example of where you are headed because once you return to the light there will be an abundance of love and you will find it joyous, indeed, and better than you have ever hoped and dreamed.