This was not the divine pushing you, but reminding you of a life plan you had in place before incarnating. This was your desire to return as a performer. Such life plans do not always come to fruition and, in fact, are frequently thwarted because of the uncertainties and difficulties in making one's way successfully to, in effect, live out a dream. So this is not God's will, it is yours, so keep that in mind as well. The life plan is often as much about advancing the individual in allowing them to have a particular series of life experiences, often in alignment with their strong suit, some native ability they have cultivated in multiple lifetimes, because it suits them, it suits who they are, the soul attributes more prominent in their makeup. And that is true for musicians and performers, singers, actors, and so on, that they often have a series of lifetimes, many in fact, where they have opportunities to practice their craft in various ways. This is a win-win because that means there will be people of talent and special skills in each generation who can carry the culture forward and even raise the standards sometimes through exceptional brilliance. But everyone needs a variety of experiences, and this is true in how people use their leisure time in seeking entertainment for relaxation and having a change of pace. There are often more creative juices made to flow in people who see a good movie or stage play or a concert, than with any other prior experience, moving them to open up within and let out inner yearnings they might be squelching, in fact, in having to stick with the prosaic mundane tasks of making a living, and so forth. We have commented before that we prize all involved with music as being special because music is divine. This is why many who come into the world want to be involved with music, it is the most like home of human experiences because the heavenly realm is a musical world as much as anything. So your affinity with music and in finding it a preoccupation is quite natural. The demand is still yours to address in making your way forward in seeking a career, should you choose to do that in earnest. This is true for everyone. It is not that you are under some kind of penalty that it is difficult. This is true for everyone because you are in a world of darkness with many hurdles, many kinds of resistance, and the lowering of standards and priorities, and that is why musicians must struggle to make ends meet and have opportunities, when it should be one of the most highly paid careers and the most valued, at least compared to many, many, other professions. You will get divine support for whatever you do if you reach out to us. We cannot do it for you, so you will sink or swim on your own merits, but we can at least work to protect you from any deliberate manipulations to sideline you. The rest is up to you to navigate and take advantage of opportunities by making a strong commitment and following through, because you will have to make it happen.
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