A practitioner asks: “I often do a Lightworker Healing Protocol for someone who has hurt me many times over in this current life, so in all honesty, I have resentments, but I still do the LHP for this person. Will the healing still be as effective, since my subconscious may be recoiling while my conscious self is wanting to see healing take place here?”

In doing LHP sessions despite the past history, you are acting through the best part of yourself and that will always be seen and heard and honored with its requests. Anything within you to the negative will be discounted and ignored because we do not reward negative intentions and negative requests because they are non-divine so, in effect, they have no power to limit divine action. All that is needed from your end as a practitioner is a part of you with an honest desire to right the wrongs of history here and to heal the situation in the highest and best way. If that is done dispassionately it will be enough to get the job done. You do not need to pick and choose among your foes in who receives what benefits and who may have a lesser benefit. All such ruminations will tend to limit the positive intention you have for the healing enterprise, so the worst that can happen is some diminution of the overall intention behind your LHP session because of mixed emotions within. So it is useful to consider this and work on healing the very negativity, the resentment you still harbor for the wrongdoing of the past, and if you make that a priority for healing in your session, that will be turning this into a positive endeavor rather than a mixed one where you want some benefits for those involved here but know consciously you are the aggrieved party and others may not be very deserving because of their past conduct. If you put that human level perspective to one side and ask for love to reign here, for you to be raised up for any and all prior transgressions and to have everything involved with that experience receive loving attention and healing, that alone will heal your perpetrators without making an explicit request. So to do the latter is certainly divine because that is an act of loving kindness and that act of forgiveness will free you as well from being tied to them through hostility and inner resentment. So the extent to which you can mount lofty thoughts about your tormentors, you will be cutting the cord that binds you to them through the resentment of the harm they caused. This is what you want to see happen because otherwise you will be in a dance with them forever and it may come up in a life where you are not prepared, not yet spiritually awakened and mature enough to understand about healing and launching the necessary intention to solve a dilemma that threatens to overtake you. What you can do now is very much worth doing now, because you have the calm of an interlude and that is the best opportunity you will get to rebalance things without being in the middle of a contest that might be too distracting to allow doing effective healing work. So you can surmount this and get past it by holding feelings of loving kindness about yourself in the context of all that has happened to you, and that is an appeal to the divine alignment that will see all involved as victims and will bestow love to all, including the perpetrators, because that is the highest and best solution—to heal them of their wickedness will save you in the bargain and allow you to go your separate ways and not be an encumbrance in any fashion. To the same extent that resentment keeps the struggle alive to some degree within you, your wounded state is a liability for them and will weigh on their future happiness. It cannot do otherwise because they are a victim of their involvement with you that did not go well for them. Even though they seem to have gotten the upper hand in one sense as a perpetrator, that in actuality is a lesser state of being and a greater wound to the soul than what they did to you. So love and healing will bring the forgiveness and this will liberate you as well, from continuing to feel the diminishment that is the origin of the resentment you hold within. For if you were raised up and made whole, there would be nothing left to resent because nothing is lacking, nothing is missing, nothing has truly been taken away but only temporarily, and once it is restored you are free once again to be lofty, uplifted, and soaring with the angels.