This is illustrating the workings of your mind on a deep level. Your deep subconscious is fully aware you have suffered much trauma as a lightworker. And in the minds of the powers that be, including employers in the work place or any kind of overseers in charge of you, an impulse to assist others and help others in some way might well be interpreted as your having a divided loyalty and incur their wrath, and even severe punishment, as has happened countless times through the ages, including you personally, in multiple lifetimes, being emissaries from the light always, and on the earth to help the cause of the divine to enlighten and save humanity through healing. You will be nudged and reminded within this. It is your mission in each life you live. There are always many distractions, many imperatives, just from the physical necessity to make a living. There is always a heavy manipulation as well, to create inner conflicts about helping others. The purpose is to hold back humanity, to suppress your natural spiritual nature and desire to spread love under conditions of subjugation. There will be little tolerance for such things and any such inclination will get you into trouble. That is the history here, behind the dream, it is simply creating a representative symbolic dilemma describing this tension with a long historical basis.
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