What you are seeing is primarily the cellular memory stirring things up and the existence also through cellular memory formation of the inner sanctions against overstepping your boundaries as desired by the controllers who wanted you to be their minion. So this explains the inner discomfort. It is self-generated by a part of your mind reacting, in effect, to the need for an inner warning whenever you are stepping over the line. That is an automatic response that is programmed in and will take time to remove it entirely. So there is discomfort being experienced but there is no reason to add fear to it, as that will only worsen the intensity because it becomes a self-reinforcing and strengthening with the mind seeming to get your approval for the warning, and this will, in effect, egg on the subconscious to shout louder if you keep going with prayer and healing work when a part of your cellular memory based beliefs are reacting negatively to your doing so. If you keep going and approach things with a relaxed frame of mind and send some reassurance to yourself that it need not fear what you are doing because that is an old perspective no longer needed, and then let it go, this will ease over time.
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