This is not possible. Your soul is yours. You are an extension of it and wherever you go and whatever you do, that remains the case. The only wildcard is whether you are there or here with us and in what form that might take regarding what body you might inhabit or choose to experiment and explore. There are many who would manipulate you, both human and non‑human. This is true for everyone in the physical and this you well know and understand. Your risks are somewhat greater than average of this manipulation happening and that is because of your standing, your experience, knowledge, and capability, and especially your freedom from their clutches. All set you apart from the average person who, at this point, remains totally in their thrall having been suppressed and subjugated to be completely tuned out and unaware of the big picture taking place right before their eyes.
You do not need to fear loss of your soul connection, or your connection to Creator either, no matter what might befall you. If things take a dark turn, they will be temporary, and we will remain vigilant to assist you at all times. This counts for a lot and is because you wish this that it will be so. If you keep going with prayer work to cultivate the partnership further, this will only get better and more certain in the swift execution whenever it might be needed to help support you in a weak moment or a challenging experience of some kind. That need not be an extreme circumstance nor is there reason to fear such happening. If you continue your efforts, you will be rewarded and will be held safe. It is possible for anyone to drop their guard if they give in to fear. Doing healing work will help you stand strong, and that is all that is needed from your end, the rest we can do on your behalf.
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