A client asks: “What I continue to struggle with and question (constantly!), is whether this ‘paradigm of existence – this ‘Creation’ (i.e. that God presumably created/allowed to be created), is a truly ‘loving’ one in and of itself … Much cruelty, pain, and suffering is occurring and the recipient is often/usually ‘in the dark’ as to why this is taking place … And this then creates a huge contradiction for me as to how a ‘loving’ God could create/allow to be created (what appears to be) a ‘non-loving’ paradigm. On one hand I ‘love’ the Divine, yet on the other, I’m hurt and furious with the Divine for letting me and so many suffer – it is a constant conflict for me and it is exhausting and heartbreaking. And even though there is ultimately the gift of healing (from the Divine) for that trauma – the truth is that the trauma still happened (and continues to happen) and God ‘allowed or allows’ it to happen by way of this paradigm that ‘God’ itself created. This is a true paradox for me to understand and accept. How could this loving God have allowed me and all of us, to experience such pain and suffering?”

There is no true paradox here. The possibility of suffering to begin with flows from the divine gifts of free agency and free will. That means just what it says, that all is allowed on the part of human—human will, human choice, and human expression whether for a high or a low purpose. What has happened is you have become corrupted by other beings who have learned through experience they can do wrong and have fallen into this choice in an effort to reach beyond their means wanting ever-greater rewards and gifts and privileges and the reward of selfish notions that cannot be provided by the divine realm, and in reaction, have engaged in a kind of backlash to pull away from the light, to spurn its entreaties to return to the fold, and begun a wanton quest for power and control to validate its choices and to darken in the process to the point few can find their way back at this point in time. Many, in fact, will perish as a consequence of their own doing. This fate can befall humans as well. Most humans are corrupted by these very beings, the fallen, the dark angelic spirit cohort that is preying on humanity as the only source of energy to sustain their lives available to them. That is an end stage because they have been cut off from divine support by prior arrangement in the agreement to allow free will and free agency. We have left these beings on their own. So while we cannot continue to support them in their wrongdoing, neither can we kill them outright, as that would be a betrayal of the first order given they are our creation and are simply exercising their privileges even though it is harming themselves grievously and in a potential eventuality, to a fatal degree. This will be their choosing should that happen. We cannot rush in to rescue them either, for then the gift of free will and free agency will have no meaning. If it is conditional, if it is going on sometimes but at other times is reined in again so the privileges are taken away and Creator is in control of them for a time, this is a denial of the gifts. So we have provided those precious gifts with full power and control in the hands of human to make of it as they choose, as a challenge, as well as an opportunity to learn and grow from the consequences of all that happens. If humans make poor choices, they will indeed suffer. That is what you are seeing. We did not create that suffering. We created the possibility of free will to reach extremes in its consequence—times of greatness, times of stupendous achievement and a glorious enlightenment and an enrichment of human experience that could be shared and enjoyed uniformly by the entirety of the human family. But at the other extreme end of the spectrum of possibilities is the consequences of the corruption we have described, that even though capable of greatness in a spiritual sense and in every other practical materialist sense, humans are capable of wrongdoing and even depravity when corrupted and disconnected from the divine link that is your origin and true purpose for existence. That is why the bad things are happening. It is not our doing or our desire to see this come to pass. It is the failure of other beings along the way through poor choices they have made and are now corrupting many other beings and dragging them down into the pit along with themselves. This need not happen if people learn and make the decision to stand strong and reach out to the divine, in particular, for rescue, healing, and support. Those will be provided and that is the answer, not that you are in a world of pain and must suffer regardless, it is that you are in a world of pain but have choices to seek betterment and to overcome the challenges through a conscious choice to be assisted and raised up in the bargain through a divine intervention. But you must arrange this. You cannot do it alone either. This is because no single human holds world-level power and control over the lives of everyone and everything. This is why you must appeal to the divine and get assistance to have things move forward in a way that will make a difference for such a large difficulty as you face currently. You need not conclude from this that God is unavailable to you or uncaring. Both are not true. The fact you are talking to us now and having a dialogue is proof of what we say. We are here for you. We will always be here for you. We do care and we love you deeply and love all other beings as well. It is that they are suffering that they suffer. This is a conundrum. It is a self‑created dilemma through ignorance, through disconnection done at the hands of others as a consequence of corruption with a long history behind it. That is what has led to the current dilemma and the suffering you speak of and react to so strongly. That is understandable because you are a beautiful, gentle soul and find this hugely egregious and rightly wonder at the nonsensical nature of what you witness. We see this in the same light and that is because you are not so different from us and are in good alignment spiritually. That is how all high-level beings view the human dilemma, but the answer must come through humans. It involves us but must be sought, embraced, requested, and experienced through human doing. That is the greatest part of the challenge because you will find fewer and fewer human beings open to this message and able to act on it in a meaningful and effective fashion for so many have lost too much faith in the teachings they have received about the divine to mount an effective prayer request, let alone accept the effectiveness and reality of existence of the Lightworker Healing Protocol with its profound healing capabilities. That is the remaining challenge for those who are still awake, and you are in that category by the very act of seeing the dilemma for what it truly represents and not just assuming this is the way things are, the way they have always been, and the way they always will be, and then return to mundane pursuits and close off your thinking and feeling so you don’t have to do anything in particular in reaction to the awareness. That latter choice is what most people have done in being a part of and experiencing this human dilemma and suffering because of it but feel powerless to change it.