Unfortunately, you are indeed a targeted individual and what this means is that the Extraterrestrial Alliance has singled you out for special attention to be manipulated and to have a program of disinformation launched against you within the deep subconscious, outside of your conscious awareness. The end result of this is great anxiety and the sleeplessness that plagues you. It is an inevitable consequence of being under siege. As the deep subconscious controls the body, it can stir up a huge emotional reaction to what it struggles with. This will be a puzzle to the conscious self because of the state of disconnection, where you cannot know what the deep subconscious is going through and it cannot talk to you directly, only indirectly, through causing an emotional upheaval, kind of like an inner tantrum being the best it can do. The answer here is indeed the LHP to keep going. Keep launching sessions and keep asking for help from the divine realm to disentangle you from these interlopers so, eventually, you will drop from their list to receive manipulation on a regular basis as a form of punishment. They are simply seeking retribution for your wanting to be in divine alignment. That is not only unfair, it is a form of depravity to interfere with a sovereign being, especially one seeking a lofty interaction of any kind.
We are on your side here, totally, but cannot control them unerringly. We work to soften their intentions, to make them less severe, and to provide healing along the way to lessen the consequences. But as they are manipulating your very thoughts and beliefs, we cannot always simply override it, because we would have to overturn your free will that is reacting to the onslaught the best it can, but without a full awareness of what is happening and why. Even though this is being imposed on you against your free will, your reaction to it is your free will choice as well, and you cannot control the deep subconscious with your conscious will alone. That is why your doing the LHP is quite helpful, potentially, because it is setting in motion healing at your request, and that enables us to do more than would be the case otherwise. There are many targeted individuals who are quite helpless and unreachable, even by us. You are somewhere in the middle, and that is all to the good because things could be much worse. We understand this is frustrating and seeming to be never-ending, but it will begin to fade and get under better control over time if you hang in there and keep going.