This is a dilemma created within you by programming multiple levels of your mind to expect the worst and think the worst of yourself, to doubt your own judgment and to be terrified at the prospects if that is so. This is a perfect endless loop of negativity. Dark spirit attachments have gotten going within your cellular consciousness, especially. That is a more automatic apparatus for keeping needed rules and beliefs ready at hand to deal with everyday issues, so you can react promptly and apply an appropriate response. When that mechanism is turned against you, to be corrupted with illogical thinking and negativity that is unwarranted, it becomes your own worst enemy. That is what is taking place here and, unfortunately, because it is so built-in now and automatic, it is more difficult to alter because it does fall under the umbrella of free will, despite the fact it is destructive and not something you want consciously. But under the rules of engagement we must honor all things human. That is what is taking time, because it takes time to rework your past in a way that will catch up to the present and began to undo this programming. But that is not a reason to give up, simply because it is difficult. There is no other way to crack the nut, so to speak, than to use the tools you have sought through GetWisdom. Further sessions are needed, especially the deep subconscious work, because that is the way to get the deepest part of your mind to help cellular consciousness on an ongoing basis, and this is what will eventually help things ease and turn it around. We cannot give you a time certain or tell you what to do. But there will be a way forward if you keep in touch with GetWisdom.
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