A client writes: “Despite your last two sessions (Lightworker Healing Protocol, and subconscious channeling with trauma resolution), I am actually getting worse. I tend to attribute it to my mother’s unrelenting negativity and continuous abusing of me, of my energy, my attention. I am more and more puzzled, and concerned, about the fact that it seems I lost the benefits from your help and I seem unable to recover them. Why so? Why do I continue to have nightmares, and I see no future despite all my efforts?”

The benefits you perceived were real, it was not an illusion, it was not wishful thinking, or a placebo effect but a real shift energetically for the better. The fact of the matter is you have been subjected to new attacks from the interlopers seeking to throw you off balance and make you suffer yet again. This is being worked on and until we achieve enough headway, you may have ups and downs like this where things get better for a time only to have the rug pulled out from under you, so to speak, with a setback of some kind making you feel like you have lost all the gains heretofore. That is not truly the case. You are feeling new wounds, and that is stirring up some old business as well, and that is the nature of consciousness, that it has the ability to undo healing as well as to heal. That does not mean it cannot be set right once again. We are working on this and if you keep going and contribute your energies to this, especially through prayer work, you will start to feel a benefit once again and things will get better over time.