He asks: “Can you help me understand and heal this ambivalence about having a child with my wife? It feels like something I should want, but I feel such foot-dragging, and the only thing I keep coming back to is because of the issues we discussed in my higher self channelings, but it also feels deeper than that, but I can’t put my finger on it.”

There are always deep karmic issues in play for everyone and this is no less true of you. It is not cut and dried, it is not either/or, there are areas that are grey, and depending on how one feels moment to moment, one might lean one way or another and feel quite differently the next day. This is simply being human and being buffeted about by the forces of existence being unleashed and unearthed as well through the deep subconscious inspecting all of the parallel lifetimes for clues about how you are doing and what you might expect to happen in the future. So this is a complex issue on every level and perhaps the most difficult to wrestle with, but that is because this is a difficult period for the entirety of humanity and you will not be spared because you are among the few who know this is happening. Most are in ignorance and their lives will suffer because of that ignorance. You might envy their being blessed with having a blindfold on, but that is not necessarily the highest and best way to be. In particular, you at least can do something of material value to help yourselves and others—that is very much worth doing, and in requesting divine assistance, do it from the expectation that it will work out, that you will receive blessings and you will be raised up, and you will be healed and helped to feel much better about life and the choices before you—that is the way to view this. If you trust in the divine and put that trust to work through doing all you can to raise yourself up with a divine partnership through prayer and the Lightworker Healing Protocol, you will be ideally situated to make a difference for yourself. That is how success and the successful future for humanity will come about, you will be practicing what you preach, in effect, and that will create good karma for you no matter what the final outcome of things might turn out to be—it is better when about to go down with the ship, to have put as many as you can in lifeboats, yourself included.