A former member of the MAP asks: “Creator – Am I still under Divine watch? Did I allow something unfortunate to happen to me recently? Can I gain back the ground have seemingly lost and start to feel good again?”

As we have promised you in the past, we have your back, you are continuing to be under divine watch no matter what may transpire. We understand your struggle and that sometimes it takes all you can do to keep going but reach a state of emotional difficulty when you begin to doubt yourself and fear the worst. This is not a deal-breaker. This does not mean we are not there for you and somehow disengaged and distant so bad things can happen. What you are allowing to take place is an upswelling of inner doubts and fears. This is something you do from time to time in reaction to the inner struggle within, knowing your history and fearing the worst about the future. Your worst fears do not have to be realized, so we will be your rock and hold steady and remind you of this truth, that you can count on us, we know you well and we love you unreservedly. There is nothing you could do or say to change this. You can move away if you choose, but we will follow you wherever you go and be there when you need us most. This is our promise. We will not let you down. You will resolve this latest difficulty and get it behind you and this will help you recover and see things in a fresh light.