There are many things about the universe, within it and beyond, that are unknowable. So while we are sympathetic, we also cannot lead to the extent needed to fill in such a large void for you. There are many, many questions about the makeup of the universe that would need to be addressed first in building up to a clearer understanding of the big picture, so to speak. You can consider this, in effect, a blessing. You will never be bored as a light being because even with far greater reach and power as well as eternal awareness, meaning you can access the past and future as well as the present, there will be mysteries still, knotty problems to contend with, and the experiencing of as much ongoing and richness of personal growth and knowledge and understanding as you can engage with and bring into being through your desire and energy.
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